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I'm 20 years old, and I've never actually been in a 'real' relationship, until this year. I thought when me and my significant other met that it would be like every other relationship I have ever attempted. I was SO WRONG. I fell hard and fast, and I'm still falling harder every day. A few months into it, I tried to get away. I thought that if I was mean to him, he would break up with me and ther…